Today, Adalynne and I fell asleep together for the first time in a loong time. I don't let her sleep much outside of her craddle because it has her breathing sensor. Well I woke up and she was, and still is sleeping. I realized she needed her diaper changed so I begun to slowly change her to try to not wake her up. Before I say much more let me preface this for those who dont know. Adalynne never smiles or shows any emotion. Also her tiny 10 lb body is almost never relaxed. Even in her sleep her muscles are still so tight and tense to where I have to pull her legs straight and massage her muscles. Its rare that I have a time like today. So, today. My child smiled at me in her sleep while I talked softly to her. She is so relaxed I can pick up her little leg and it moves like melted butter. Her arms fall freely above her head and to the side of her body. I can touch her and move her and she stays asleep instead of jolting and waking. I am in shock. This never happens and my mommabear heart is so full its spilling over in happy tears.
Goodness I have fallen so madly in love with her. Today, may not have been the best eating day since shes only eaten once but we had a wonderful snow day of cuddles and sleeping in mommys bed( I let her sleep in my bed this morning as well after her episode this morning.) I'm sure to most thats not a big deal but it is for us. I get so happy when she has sleep like this.
I love you all. Thank for keeping up with our journey. Have a beautiful snuggle filled nig
